Illscarlett - Nothing Once Again

Do you ever feel like failing
Giving up just running away and leavin' it behind
Everyday I'm feeling bored and not inspired
Turning heroes into liars running out of time
So when all this song and dance
Has got me seeing that time is short
Lights are low break it hard shooting stars fall
I may be listening when they call,
But I won't answer

Look at me now I've gone and blown it,
Fucking thrown everything away
And now I want the world to know
I gave up wishing I was something,
I ain't nothing

Here to the top is a long long way to go
And I'm feeling so lazy,
Can't decide,
I'm like maybe I should be the best I can
And finally take a stand
If anybody out there can save me
Maybe everyone I feel blames me for the times
I did it for the prize, but now I see that was
Then this is now brand new me starting from the top
I may be listening when they call, but I won't answer

Look at me now I've gone and blown it,
Fucking thrown everything away
And now I want the world to know
I gave up wishing I was something,
I ain't nothing, but me

And they want to play their little games
I can't get away, till they all forget my name
I'll be nothing once again
So small (so small) I won't be listening when they call,
But I may answer

Look at me now I've gone and blown it,
Fucking thrown everything away
And now I want the world to know
I gave up wishing I was something,
I ain't nothing, but me